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jerks Mimi turned around when he heard his name. Pommes stood there and on it was my turn, to enter the pavilion and looked at him with a mixture of relief, fear and worry. Mimi did not know what he felt. On the one hand, he did not want Pascal saw him so, so weak, so vulnerable. Did not want fries had to raise it again to be had, yet again the strong, to whom he could lean on.
And on the other hand, he was just incredibly happy that now there was Pascal. That he was no longer alone and had to indulge in his thoughts. That he had someone with whom he could share his fear. His fear and his guilt - because that's why he was cut off just as quickly. He felt so damn guilty but he was the one Daniel had even brought in Minis life. Because it was his fault that the Mini had to go through something he had never earned in life ...
"May ... may I sit with you?" Asked chips finally reluctantly so different, as Mimi would expect from him was - and let alone this one, little question it will be warm Mimi's heart. Daniel had never asked anything. He had simply decided to Mimi, has had him as a subject. Or a particularly valuable dog or something ... it was probably never really regarded as a human being ...
Mimi looked up and nodded slowly - and then a still fairly small smile appeared on Pascal's face and the hand ball, then fall immediately next to Mimi to the wooden floor and let the pavilion next to him leaning against the railing. A few moments they were silent simple - Mimi felt the warmth that emanated from French fries' body.
Unconsciously he pushed something to the elderly, simply enjoyed the feeling of knowing another person beside him, someone who really cared about him and saw. And someone who really loved him.
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chips it took only too happy to note that, piece by Mimi closer up to him slipped - he had intentionally set a little further away from the other, had not been sure whether it actually Mimi was so close with you. The thought hurt him. The idea that Mimi Now might be uncomfortable to be touched by French fries. But by Mimi's behavior, he felt his fear is not confirmed. And without even hesitating, he now carefully put an arm around Mimi's shoulder, it was so that he can lay his head on his shoulder and Pascal other hand sought the thought of Mimi, she says.
Sun they were silent for some time, both lost in their thoughts - and snuggled close together.
"I thought ... I really think you'd ... you'd be back went to him ... "she whispered in a choked voice Pascal finally said that from his greatest fear and nightmare. He tried to repress the thought of the scene in the hallway on the ball of the sport - as frightened Mimi looked like back then had. How helpless. And stared that he had not tried to fight back ...
Mimi at him now, but then nodded to Pascal's horror: "... I was already on his way to his apartment ..." admitted Mimi then in a low voice, almost whispering. And French fries just saw the tremor in his voice. Mimi chips moved a bit closer to him, only now noticed that the other trembled slightly and he did not know if that was only because of the cold night air. Probably not.
Tenderly, he stroked at Mimi's arm up and down, he pressed a small kiss on the temple, to calm the younger and the goose bumps that formed on his arms had to bring something back to subside. He knew that Mimi would say no more - because if that was all there was, he had Mimi now not in a heap Misery found in this park. Then he would have gone to Daniel ...
"But ... I ... I could not just ..." added, Mimi finally also, the trembling worse than before, even more clearly "... I'm simply not brought to me to go back to him, I inflict all this again - and I have to do just that. I have to go back to him, or ... "
" Mimi, what are you talking about? You have not returned to him, you can pick and choose what you want, who you want. And you've just said yourself - you can not go back to him, what he did to you ... also ... what ... what about me? With us? What was this afternoon, then, you did what you said to me, what you have whispered in my ear? Damn, I love you, Mimi - and I will not let you go back to him, "went to Pascal now, his voice quite unlike Mimi's safe and sound. Anything but quiet - too much he took this whole conversation with.
"But ... what if something happened again - what if he does eventually Mini really hurt ..." said Mimi, now suddenly also energetic, distanced himself a bit of French fries to his face can look to him desperately, and to shine a little angry. Pommes knew not that he was on the Mimi was really angry. "What if he does to you ... what?" Mimi whispered and then fried instinctively knew that was exactly the point that Mimi did most hurt, the largest Fear came.
"I ... I could not live with it if one of you something happened - just because you know me, just because you are those who like me ... and I love ... & hellip , "Mimi said, now more quiet and peaceful. Pascal saw from the bottom up to him and fries would have liked to be pulled, kissed him and told him that everything would be fine. That was all right. But he did not - he knew that Mimi would not believe him, at least not now. Not yet.
"But that does not work if you have returned to go back to that asshole. We ... we just need to stick together now, it shows that we can not be intimidated by him - that we are strong. That you are strong, so strong that you're not afraid of him ... "Pascal tried to bring Mimi to reason.
"This ... I'm not ..." Mimi said, then just now really on the edge of despair, "I am ... not strong, damn shit. I'm afraid - I'm scared to Mini, I'm afraid for you and I'm damn scared to go back to Daniel and I beat him again, and humiliated to. That's why I'm here too - because I had so much shitty fear, that bastard, because I was too cowardly to him to appear before your eyes ... because I could not even overcome my own fear to you to ... protecting "
" It's quite normal that you're afraid of Daniel - what he did to you that would lead each to the fact that he was now afraid. But you must not let this damn fear dominates your life. It makes Daniel namely only much stronger than it actually is in reality. And together we must and must not allow ourselves to be intimidated by this asshole - we come together against him, "said Pascal unmoved, Mimi moved now but back in himself and in his arms and registered his great relief that allowed it Mimi, even leaned slightly to him and apparently sought the support, the Pascal offered him.
"I ... I do not know ...," Mimi said, now confused, some of the time seemed to think that French fries had just said, "... you ... you're right ..." He then added, and listened to it like he would hardly believe what he was there on his own. The surprise it was clearly written in the face - and Pascal could hold a small grin on his face no more now.
"Well, Now do not be surprised ... "he then said Mimi and pressed a kiss on the temple. Mimi also had to smile at these words, quietly - even if it was still clearly more restrained than that of Pascal's face. "If indeed not every day before ..." he muttered, smiling.
Pascal could not help but burst out in silent laughter. It was probably the relief which now spoke of him. The relief that he had found Mimi that he could convince Mimi that they would defy Daniel together.
"Thank you ... ..." whispered Mimi now close to Pascal's ear.
"What?" Replied fries surprised Mimi looked blankly.
"Considering that you're there for me - all the time already. And that you have prevented me from going back to Daniel. I'm really sorry that you constantly look up to me and tell me of any silly must stop ... "Mimi said softly, and this time he was moved to the Pascal itself, and involved in the larger a longer kiss.
Pascal sighed softly into the kiss - it was so damn glad that he had with him again Mimi that he would have him well in the future with him. When they had again separated from each other, sought and found Pascal Mimis eyes. "I love you, Michael Kraus," he said solemnly, felt the tremor, which had subsided some time ago, now again with renewed violence in the Body returned to him.
But this time Pascal was confident that the tremor was not caused by fear. And Mimi's eyes he could read exactly how much he meant chips' words. "I ... I love you too ... so much ..." Mimi said, now, the tremors had also been reflected in his voice.
And yet, for it was the best thing that Pascal had ever heard. Once again, they kissed each other, this time full of passion and sudden longing. Pommes felt like Mimi is further urged on him, literally tried to crawl into it. Mimi ultimately landed on Pascal's lap, his arms wrapped tightly around him and their lips have merged together forever. Pascal's own hands wandered to Mimi's hips, painted along its sides. He enjoyed just feel Mimi finally able to touch Sun
Pascal did not know how long they were sitting here so, kissed each other, he found again only really to be a very cool breeze touched his arms and he the bitter cold for the first time correctly perceived. He noted that Mimi shuddered softly. With a small smile Pascal expressed the younger a brief kiss on the lips before he made a proposal: "We should probably get back to the other two - Holy shit!" , swore chips now all of a sudden, then started frantically search the pocket of his jeans to his cell phone.
"What's the matter?" Asked Mimi now looking confused, watched with wide eyes, as Pascal pulled out the cell phone and quickly pressed a few buttons.
exceptional fries respected but not Mimi, who was still sitting on his lap. The dial tone was heard only once before been on the other hand, already lost.
"I've found him," said Pascal now in the handset, Toto did not speak out, "so you can go back home - I found it a while ago Show, just forgot to tell you do notice, I'm really sorry ... "
„Hauptsache, du hast ihn überhaupt gefunden. Ist auch wirklich alles in Ordnung?“, gab Toto mit Besorgnis in der Stimme zurück.
„Ja, alles wieder in Ordnung, keine Angst. Wir kommen auch gleich zurück, wir sehen uns dann in unserer Wohnung!“, antwortete Pascal dann und legte dann auch schon wieder auf.
„War…war das Toto?“, fragte Mimi jetzt und registrierte Pascals Nicken. „ Er…er hat mich also auch gesucht?“
Pascal nodded again. "He has left all alone So Mini, just because I'm idiot again run away from my problems?" Added Mimi. This time, nodded not french fries. He needed not at all.
With a small sigh of Mimi was finally held out her hand to Pascal, to help him up. "Come, let's go - I will not have to wait longer mini who becomes determined but already worried. I also need to urgently speak to him, excuse me ... "he said then.
Pascal had help up without another word of Mimi. For he was right. It was time that Mimi and mini could talk in peace with each other. And then they could finish this whole thing Daniel maybe someday. The idea he had already had this morning was back with a new presence. Meanwhile, he was pretty sure it could work.
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