only way
Mimi it was now simply no longer in the dark stairwell. The air seemed to him all at once suddenly stuffy and unbearable - without throwing a glance at Mini and Toto, the still knelt together on the ground floor, he rushed towards the door and took refuge in the cool evening air. He did not listen to Pascal, who called him anything afterwards, probably wanted to stop him. He ran on easy. Ran and ran.
Again and again he saw in his mind's eye Mini - his glazed look, the red blood ran down his chin. A single drop, like a solitary tear. A blood-red tears. And he alone was guilty of it - it was Mimi's fault that his friend had been injured, it was he who had taken up with Daniel. And he had threatened all who loved him and were worried about him. The they had not earned. None of them.
Mimi no attention to the way he struck was not aware of his surroundings in the least. Ignored the people who looked at him astonished, as he rushed past them as if a horde of rampaging Rottweiler chasing him noticed, not that a car had almost run over him because he a street e crossed without looking left or right. Even the horns of the applied motorist he only heard from far away. Far too upset he was, his thoughts were running wild. Ran wildly, and had yet All the same statement. He could not let that hurt Daniel Mini again. Or Toto. Or French fries.
Mimi, it would have never forgiven Pascal if anything had happened. The other had done so much for him, had been there for him, had given him what he needed. His love. And that was the reward he got from Mimi for this? That he had to fear from an unpredictable psychopath? Because nothing else Daniel was in Mimi's eyes.
could not allow it - that he was not allowed. So there was only one way for him. Daniel had said he would take back what belonged to him. The fact that he said Mimi was clear to him. And if that was the only chance he had to make sure that his friends still went well, that he never had to see again, like mini lay bleeding and shivering on the floor, then he would Daniel return. Simply because he had to ...
******
"Mimi! Stay here, please, "called French fries, wanted to hold the smaller arm, when he remarked that the suddenly moved - and not, as he had first assumed, on Mini and Toto, but toward the front door. But Pascal was late. He did not reach Mimi, brought him no more. For when he managed to the door behind Mimi, who had just slipped through so was, fallen to re-open the street was empty of him. Mimi had long since disappeared around the next corner.
, French fries did not even have the slightest idea if Mimi had run to the left or right. Nowhere was even a trace of others to see. It was totally useless, now headless easy to run in one direction and hope that he would meet Mimi. Pascal dismay turned to Mini and Toto to that now both looked at him and their puzzled looks, he could only answer with an almost despairing shrug.
"He ... he's gone ..." he said softly, biting her lip. This could be true but not all.
"Fuck! Bloody hell - all that would not happen here ... may, I should have never let you go alone in the city, as long as that bastard still running around free, "she Toto angry at a time, beating his fist with all his might against the wall, but this only meant that mini jumped in alarm.
"Sorry, honey ..." she whispered, her hand gently now Baller then, when he saw what caused his outburst for a reaction to his friend. Reassuringly, he stressed once the mini short hair and kissed him gently on the forehead and pulled it back closer to him. Mini had apparently ceased to tremble, he actually seemed to have regained his composure.
The exchange did hurt Pascal strange. How much he had Mimi now also firmly held and kissed it would have calmed down, he said that it was not his fault and that they would get paid for it ... this guy showed him that he was there for him no matter how shitty the situation might be.
But Mimi had not authorized. He was cut off just ... Mimi felt guilty, had apologized. And still the question arose as to where Mimi was just gone. And Pascal was afraid of the answer. What if ...
He did not want to finish the thought, it just did not have the heart.
"We need ... we look for Mimi!" Said Mini suddenly vigorously - his voice to a once again tight and confident. He tried to pick themselves what it means to Toto was also - he seemed Although still a bit shaky to be on his feet, but his facial expression seemed committed to working with the back of the hand he wiped the blood from his lip.
"You're looking for here no one," commanded Tom now but in a stern voice and relentless look.
chips saw the flash of defiance in Minis eyes. "Oh yes, and please why not?" He asked sharply, and Pascal knew that he would not have been quite well even in this view. Toto could be like this but not really impress. "Because you might be a concussion or whatever you - besides, you first need an ice pack, otherwise your face looks worse tomorrow than Mimi's last night and you're bleeding. And we can now search in any case after Mimi, if we look at the whole time you have to worry about - so I can at least do not, "he said with certainty!.
"But ...", would argue Mini, but Toto unceremoniously cut him short. "Nothing but. We both know that you are Mimi's best friend and that you want to tell him that the whole thing is not his fault and so on. But now let us seek Him first and then bring them home ... then you can talk to each other in peace ... "Toto urged to continue Minis reason.
And slowly chips was impatient. He could understand Mini really - but if the two were not ready soon, they would probably Mimi can search forever. What if he just this second ...
"What if he goes back to Daniel? If he again gets involved with him because he is afraid that he or I might hurt one of you still play? " Mini finally spoke of what Pascal does not have all the time wanted to be considered. What he did not want to think. Alone because the thought of Mimi and Daniel enough to make him glow in hatred.
"He will not, right? Because he now has us ... "said Toto -. Chips and knew that his best friend was just as uncertain as his own any more than that Torsten had any idea how he, if what he said because , actually the truth.
"Then hurry ... you. And find him, please! "whispered Mini finally with a small nod," Gets me immediately if you have found him, right? And take care of you! "
Toto nodded in relief and chips made already on the way out, while Toto Mini still fast the front door key in hand and a brief kiss pressed to the lips.
"I promise ..." Toto whispered softly, before he finally followed fries.
hesitancy she finally stood side by side on the road. "You left, I right?" Toto finally asked uncertain and insecure the chips shrugged his shoulders. Or should they leave the area better with the car? Mimi had nevertheless been a considerable advantage, since they would catch up with him any more, if he actually headed for a goal ...
Finally, Pascal nodded but decided shortly. "Yeah, you right, I left. And if it finds one of us, then he says to the other by mobile phone immediately know! " he said, his decision to secure a time. And with these words he was also going on already. Down the street. Actually, they both knew it was hopeless to look for in a city like Hamburg to a single man. But what else should they do have big?
All that remained was Pascal, the hope that Mimi had not done what he and the other two all the time feared. Because then knew no more French fries really do what it should. He knew only one thing - he would not give up without a fight Mimi.
fries looked after all sides around, looked at each figure, which he discovered, inside and out - only to have to realize with disappointment over and over that it was not Mimi, who since turned the corner. Only now, after he had already run a good five minutes in fairly rapid pace through the streets, Pascal became aware that he was running along a road which he had happened twice already today. The path he had taken in the subconscious, was exactly the path they had taken to the park this afternoon. Right here, at this point, Mimi had been found on the way to the toes and Pascal an "I love you ..." breathed into his ear, that French fries had hunted goose bumps down your spine, which he felt also in the memory of that moment again.
crazy already, which hired this guy with him ...
The thought of the day today was an idea flashed in Pascal, which he did not know how likely it was - but always through it was an idea and it was probably more appropriate to pursue this than here blindly through the area to run and look under more than one million inhabitants according to one person.
So beat Pascal the path to the park. "It's really beautiful - a real haven is here. Here I can really just forget about everything ... "he heard muttering Mimi in his memory.
And maybe that was his idea after all not as absurd as he had previously thought ...
Pascal took far too long the way to the park this afternoon it was still pretty close to her home appeared, he cursed now, but every single meter run which he had to go to the place where she now her little Picnic was held. He had to run across the whole park, which lay out now and the further he walked through the eerily quiet, dark area, the less certain he was back. Why should Mimi be run just here?
But there was this strange, nagging feeling in him that told him that he look simply to gain certainty had - and he just kept running. On and on.
******
Why he was just so damn weak? Why he had to disappoint Pascal? Why did he do this? Mimi did not know more, only knew that he could not help it. That he had just seen no other way. And if so much in him rebelled against it, he knew that it was the only right decision. His life was already in ruins.
He was sure that they would all be disappointed in him. Toto. Mini. French fries.
A tear ran down her cheek Mimis, a sob burst from his throat. He thought the time was finally over ... the tears
had occurred
******
Finally, finally, after minutes, the fries like hours, he arrived at the weeping willow. It was almost pitch dark under the drooping branches of the tree, Pascal's eyes took some time before they are used to the new lighting conditions were. And to his dismay he had to also find that even that he was alone. No one was anywhere near, Mimi was nowhere in sight. French fries could not discover the smallest trace of another human being.
Recognition was bitter. It was fried for a moment been so sure of being on the right track. With hanging head he turned and crept back the way he had come. The park was really empty, the pavilion, had prevailed in the afternoon today bustling with activity, was also alone and abandoned. Pommes ran past them without further care - and stopped suddenly.
he had just heard a noise? Frowning, he stopped, listened into the night - and there it was again. Definitely. There was someone. A person - or just an animal, had lost in the pavilion?
approached slowly and carefully Pascal to the pavilion - after all, he had no idea what awaited him. It was not necessarily unlikely that in there a drug addict or a rampaging wild boars waiting for him ...
When he finally was finally so close that he could take a look into the pavilion, throughflow ; him mte of a sudden relief that was greater than when the referee had finally kicked off the World Cup final.
"Mimi ..." he whispered in a choked voice - and therefore ensures that Mimi is shocked to him turned and stared at him with tears veiled glance.
He therefore had in fact made.
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