Bad timing
Sighing Mini rolled around in bed. For the hundredth time felt that night, That night, he turned to the other side. But it was no use. He could fall asleep just do not care how much he might try it whatsoever. Something was missing - and mini knew exactly what. Or rather, who. Toto.
While Mini is not like admitting how much he missed the presence of the other, how much he had apparently been used to Torsten. So much so, that he now barely managed to fall asleep without it. And much harder it was to him now that he knew he was in Toto's bed and that Tom was sitting outside in the living room and had really bad mood ...
And that there was still something between them that needed clarification.
had Nevertheless Mini is actually made, this time not to be the one that was received after an argument on the other. He also had absolutely no desire to continue the discussion of just precisely - he did not actually hear what Tony had to say about Mimi.
But right now it probably looked as though he would remain no other choice than now to talk to his friend. Toto's stubborn, he knew this by now been sufficiently and he knew that the others would spend all night if need be on the couch. And he was just not - he just hated it when he and Tony had another quarrel. They also behaved both at the moment really childish, he realized at that moment.
shaking his head raised Mini finally from Toto's really comfortable bed and padded barefoot and only wearing shorts and T-shirt into the living room, where in fact still running the TV and sat on the sofa Torsten , - his dark glance, however, was not even directed at the TV screen. Instead, Toto stared out the window.
approached Quiet Mini to the other before he plopped down next to him on the sofa - but with more distance than he would otherwise have done. He had not forgotten what had just been commissioned by Tom himself.
Toto apparently had not noticed until now that he was no longer alone, had set itself as a mini him, for he seemed quite shocked when he saw the movement and turned to his friend.
"I thought you wanted to go to bed ..." he muttered then repellent, his gaze turned it back towards the window - and gave it a little mini-cast. But he now knew Tony well enough to know that he occasionally did far harder than it really was.
"I was too ... but ... I could not sleep," said Mini then gently and he had to overcome a bit to then add, "... without you ... "
These words Torsten finally brought however, this mini back to look at and even if he tried to hide it, so could see mini but that for a moment the familiar tenderness in his eyes flashed, this special look at the Mini always feel was that it was reserved only for him.
A little sigh came from Toto, who then apparently passed her a little nervous or unsure of their hair. Mini had him in any case, the finish with the hair appointment, he remembered at that moment - and Mini could not keep this thought that brings a little smile to my face. The next moment He was also but then again serious when he caught Toto's view.
"I can ... I just do not mini ..." said the quiet and finally as Mini could not really start much with this statement, he simply waited until Toto went on.
"How the hell you put it in just" asked Tom then with an intensity that surprised the Mini, and almost frightened. He still did not know exactly what Tony wants to find out from him what that meant his question.
"How can you just as easily as you can all forgive him just like that?" Tom asked finally with a resigned shake of the head. "Why you make to continually, that he thee thy life, our life, takes away our first vacation together interfere - and when he calls, you jump even when you were his little lap . pooch And then he brings up also in danger because he is too stupid to pick the right guy and because he is unable to cope with its own problems ...? Do not you see, then, dass er sich selbst kaputt macht und dich immer wieder mit sich in die größte Scheiße zieht – was soll denn das bitte für eine Freundschaft sein?“, fügte er dann noch hinzu.
Für einen Moment wusste Mini nicht, was er sagen sollte. Er schluckte, starrte Toto an, der ihn noch immer abwartend musterte, ganz offenbar eine Antwort von ihm verlangte.
Keiner von ihnen beiden bemerkte die Gestalt, die im dunklen Flur, schon fast im Türrahmen stand und die ganze Szene beobachtete.
******
Mimi woke up - he did not even know exactly what it was that it had finally awoken. It felt really damn good at the moment, feeling the warmth of a body next to him and enjoyed knowing the feeling that it was not Daniel, who was here with him - but Pascal .
fries, which he loved and for him felt the same. Mimi had just woken up very briefly, as Pascal enter the room and eventually find him had set - it did not take long to Mimi had finally taken a heart, the other had pulled up and then closed his eyes again, just to feel like Pascal relaxed almost immediately and gave him a had given little kiss on the forehead.
Then Mimi had closed his eyes again. But now he was strangely awake. Wide awake. Mimi So carefully detached from Pascal's embrace - the blissful sleep again, grabbed Mimi's pillow and put that in itself, as the warm body was gone from his arms. Mimi acknowledged this with a small, tender smile. He understood still not quite sure what he the other had ever earned. But he would no longer ask, would finally stop the happiness that he had to question further - he would enjoy it just to be together with Pascal ...
left as quietly as possible Mimi's room, then made their way into the kitchen to pick up a drink there was. He refrained, to shoot the light in the hallway - the light that fell through the living room into the passage was enough for him. Apparently there was someone in the other room, either pools or mini - or both.
Mimi hoped so fervently that the two had not yet spoken ... He wanted to blame in any circumstances to reach their dispute ...
was on the way to the kitchen en him votes from the living room but suddenly stop. What led him finally to time to see what was going on was because the volume in which Tom apparently just talked. Undecided, he stayed close to the living room door stand - he did not want anyone was aware of him. Curious, he looked at the picture that was unfolding before him. Toto and mini both sat on the couch, he had both turned their backs and had not noticed it quite clearly.
"... and when he calls, you jump even when you were his little lap dog. And then he brings up also in danger because he is too stupid to pick the right guy and because he is unable to cope with its own problems ...? Do not you realize that he himself destroys and up again and again in the biggest shit moves - what does that have for your friendship, "he snapped at Torsten's words - and he had no doubt, by whom Toto said.
said Every word of Handball him a stab to the heart - simply because what Toto was there by himself, so completely covered with his own doubts. Was it not that he just always brought Mini in danger and in difficulty, it presented problems, which he had never been without him?
"Is it enough for not know that chips has fallen to him that he would be a fucking saint or something ..." he stopped again to say Toto - to decrease this time, "... is it is not enough that has to let him lull, only because of his damn hot ass ...? "
Those were the words that Mimi far the hardest hit of all. Toto really believed that he used Pascal only? Did he really as manipulative and cold? Was it really true that he Minis Friendship and loyalty exploited for themselves, or Pascal's love? The worst was the fact that mini apparently not been able to give Tom a response to his question. What if his best friend's really all just watched as Tony?
Mimi was all too much, as quietly as he slipped back the way he had come - he wanted to hear any more did not know what to say now Mini would. It was not important. He had heard of him ... what did Toto
opened as quietly as possible Mimi the door again to Pascal's bedroom, closed the door to wake up without Pascal, who was still sleeping on the bed. And suddenly he just could not go to french fries to lie next to him on the bed. Instead, he remained at the door slid slowly to the door along down on the floor.
He knew that now it really just was a logical step to Toto to prove that he really only wanted the best for Mini, that he would accept any sacrifice for his best friend . Mimi was still vaguely hear voices through the wood of the door, excited, angry voices. Then he heard a door slam - apparently the front door.
Suddenly it was quiet throughout the apartment.
And Mimi had made a decision.
******
Mini had struck before he had even realized that he had raised his hand. The crack of the blow, he Toto missed, had echoed in his head. He did not know who had been frightened by his behavior now - he himself or Torsten.
But he had no time to even think about size. Far too great was still the rage in him that he had ever driven to the ultimate slap in the face.
? "Say, do you have them all yet," he ruled Torsten now, still staring at him stunned, now apparently attaches to an answer, opened his mouth - but Mini left him no time to say something.
"How can you so Mimi, talk about the best friend I ever had? Bloody hell Torsten - kapierst you for anything, "he asked forcefully," Do you seriously believe that Mimi would do something that he is so selfish? The fact that it is fun, but no longer cope with his problems? Do I really tell you how many times he has already pulled me out of shit how many times he made my day again and for me there was when no one else has seen me only ... Fuck, he was the one who was there for me when my parents found out that I was gay before they have me thrown out of the house ... " Mini felt that his memory of it almost brought tears to the eyes.
But his anger did not allow it, that he gave them free rein. Instead, he continued, his voice still loud and urgent, "Damn, I was only 17, Torsten. And he was there, was my only friend, the one who has always believed in me ... well, when I had the wacky idea to go into the fashion industry and I have all declared crazy. He was there. Will you not understand that I would do everything for him? That would make me want to lie for him at any time and everything? "
" And what about me? "Toto coveted because of all at once, took it for the first time the word, after he had missed the mini-slap, "I want you to understand, yes, mini, and somehow I do that too - chips is also my best friend and he's damned important to me. But where I stand on this matter - which, if you'd have got to decide between me and Mimi? I would always choose you, if I were given the choice, but what about you? "
Mini could not believe what he was hearing. Torsten wanted him now actually introduce this choice? That could surely not be his seriousness, he could simply not serious about ...
The but was more than ridiculous ...
"You ... you ..." Mini wanted to answer, but then broke off, biting her lip and looked hesitatingly at the Toto at her helplessly, who looked at him expectantly.
"No response is sometimes an answer ..." muttered Tom to finally resigned tone of voice, stood up and stormed out of the living room. Before mini had jumped from the sofa, he heard the crack of the door.
left mini Slowly now the living room, after he had turned off the TV and the light - he knew it was useless, Toto now behind to walk or to call him. He would come back again when he was at rest.
In his mind he was still in the dispute between them, as he closed the door behind her living room. That was probably really gone far worse than it even Mini had thought possible. However, he did not know what he would otherwise have done, how he could have been better to respond or can ...
Hopefully Toto would calm down again - Mini had no idea how the everything should go further. Sighing, he crossed the hall and he saw the door to Pascal's room. At least a couple slept last night peacefully and without any problems, shot him a comforting thought passed through his head before he opened the door to Toto's room and then threw on the bed.
Mini but had not the slightest idea w he much he si ch so deceived.
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